A daily reminder~

As I emerged from my slumber sleep. I saw rays of sun light entering my room. Magnificent I thought, it's been ages since the room lit up by sun shines. Count my blessing, I reminded my self. Then on my left was my beautiful son. I turn to give him a morning kiss. His little sparkling eyes open and smile at me. Again, I say what a blessing. I began my daily chores of washing, cleaning and cooking. Thus, a wail of a home maker started. The counting of blessing doen't enter my miniature mind. Sometimes, a tiny yelp~ escape my mouth. Still, its a career no one ever wanted. No EPF, No Sosco, No salary increament, come to think of it, no salary comes with it. With lots of stress, burnout and must be multitasking. I learn that from Discoveries Home Chanel. It is true though. Sad but true.
I remember I build a blog on cooking and life. The passion of me wanting more of life just pass by. Stuck with family problem. Calendar filled with occasions; weddings, birthdays and health shot. Its weird to be stuck in home and still there's much to do. Even as I'm complaining on this, I'm still grateful. The light on my child eyes keep me warm and fuzzy all day. Corny? I know, too much mommy love in me. (laugh)
Tons of things to do, either I'm complaining or not, my dire life (dramatic right? :p) keep moving on. Like a train... But seriously, as a wife and mother I don't expect much. It's part of life. As a person, I do wish I could be more. More of me, less of them. More of selfish me, less of people pleased person. But it ain't happening now amigo~ Guess my Spa vacation will have to wait~
So my daily reminder is my will. The will of going on with my life. The will that makes me wake up and complete my everyday tasks. The will that no one control only myself. It belong to me, the only thing that's not taken, squash, dictate, thrown, unheard, flip over, upside down, misunderstood, not seen ( it's going overboard..). Most important of all, a small prayer in my heart goes with it~