A letter To my Son

Dear Baby my child,

I'm writing you this letter hoping one day, you'll learn to read this and know that I love you
from the second, I knew you're in my womb. Though I never knew what being a mother is, you taught me
to be patient, kind and most of all the joy of motherhood. I'm writing this letter as a time capsule
just in case, in time I forget the detail but this is the moment I want to capture. My child, my baby,
maybe someday, you'll have a brother or sister, but you'll always be my first born. Always be my little
angel wrap in colourful blanket.
Even you're just a few years old. Someday you'll grow into a man. I want you to chase your dream.
I want you to love your self a little bit more. I want you to know I love you no matter how worse or great
the day went by. I wanted to give you everything though I'm scare to spoil you too much. Mama do have weakness
too. One day, you stood up by yourself. The next I realise you grow a couple inches taller. I hope you
never lose your sweet and gentle ways. Sometimes you became spiderman, ultraman and even superman, made
me lose all my patient, but sweetheart don't be too naughty.
Even papa is out all day working, I want you to know, he love you too. The pride and our joy lays
in your smile. Turn our night into days, turn our life shinier than you'll ever know. I tried my hardest to make
your life more merrier and happier than mine. Above and beyond, I know I love you the most. Even I can't get the
best for you, it hurt me the most than it hurt you. To see you sad when other smile, to see you turn your smile upside
down, just melt my little heart away. "oh, look at those face" my heart cried out.
One day, when you're off to college or some fancy university, I know I'll cry my heart out. But I'll be
proud, I know I will. I want you to live your life to the fullest, love to the fullest, never hurt any
girls feeling. Remember your religion teaching, be kind and considerate to the elders. My darling sweet angel
I want to hug you all the time, kiss your chubby cheeks and sing nursery rhymes all day long with you.
Gonna have to let you go one day, make your own destiny. If you fall or lose your sight, never lose your way
back to home to me. Even the world is cruel around you, don't be cruel, be patient, watch your language
and smile.
When nobody is listening to your words or thoughts, tell me, I like to know. It's never boring when it comes
out of your mouth. I hope I raise a perfect gentlemen, a good man with good soul.I know me and your papa is not
perfect all the times, but we do our best each day. Most of all we love you with all our heart and soul, with all our breath
and with all we can give. I Love you Gubby Gus...

Always love your from beginning to forever,

Mama~